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I like to think that nothing can be that bad, cause i can always end it all, i can always kill myself and everything will be alright. I don’t need to be afraid of anything, i can always escape. 

I miss you guys, hope you are ok. I’m always here for you <33

Hi, today i had my singing audition t.t 
this is my video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bN2exHOf0XE 

I’m really sorry for not being here, but i just got my notebook back.. 
it was really hard to get here before. I miss you all

Wish you are okay <3 

This is just one of my arms, I&#8217;ve been cutting for 2 years. I have over 300 cuts on my two arms. I didn&#8217;t think it&#8217;d get this bad, ever. I made one cut and next thing I know I&#8217;m cutting on the hour, 6 months later. I haven&#8217;t in a couple weeks but I dunno.. I&#8217;ve never submitted anything like this before. Be gentle.

This is just one of my arms, I’ve been cutting for 2 years. I have over 300 cuts on my two arms. I didn’t think it’d get this bad, ever. I made one cut and next thing I know I’m cutting on the hour, 6 months later. I haven’t in a couple weeks but I dunno.. I’ve never submitted anything like this before. Be gentle.

stop me

stop you from what, hun?

Hey guys, i’m sorry was kind of gone for these days, but i’m without my pc c.c

hope you are all fine <33

I see my sister when she is in front of a mirror, and she says things like: “Damn, I'm so sexy ” or “Wow, I'm very hot”. I wish I could do the same, but I can't even look myself in a mirror without crying. I feel so weak and ugly when I'm next to her.

This is good, that she feels like this about herself, but its no always good, sometimes it annoying.. you don’t have to compare yourself to her, you both must be beautiful on your own ways. Don’t feel like this, sweetie <3

have a problem. I become obsessed with guys really quickly. To the point where I can't get them out of my head. It's annoying and it annoys other people. I like to date and like to flirt, but normally I go mostly into one guy. I want to not be so into them I want to be into myself, but I don't know how. Everyone says, just do other things that you like that kind of helps, but not entirely...WHat do I do! I know it doesn't sound bad but I fall into a bad depression if they dont work out..

You get to involved, sometimes it can sucks, but if the person wants you back, its good.. but yep, trying to fo things you like and letting yourself ocupy really helps, but i guess there is nothing you could do not to be this way, but i really think it will change with time, i already was like that and i’m not anymore :3

btw can you respond to that privately, I might not see your response.

Sure, i already did. I hope it helped. I’m always here for you <3